I'm so pissed...

Commissions are on hold at the moment, so don't expect yours anytime soon, or within 12-15 business days. I dropped my tablet pen on concrete and now it wont work. No, my bedroom floors aren't made of concrete, carpet actually. My mother was having a gathering with her friends outside, and she wanted the radio on, so I just brought my laptop outside and played the radio on it instead. But I got bored, so I brought my tablet with me to move along with commissions. Fuck... $35.00... out the fucking window.... I actually cried like a baby over it too. What the hell am I going to do for the majority of summer days when I'm just home the whole day. I can't be productive of my time now.... just... FML

And the funny thing is, after I couldn't get my pen to work, I decided to bring my sketchbook outside and draw the commission sketches on there. You know what was the outcome? Complete shit that doesn't even look like art. I don't understand why I draw fine with my pen, but not on paper. I'll have to worry about that later when I get to practice more on paper in college. So I'm most likely gonna wait till I get my new pen to resume commissions. You guys can still ask for commissions, but there's a line, and I aint drawing nothing till I get my pen, unless you dont mind your commission looking like complete shit with no discount....

Well, that's the end of my boring rant... Oh, and my neck and back feel like shit, too. Why? Cause I got into a car accident last friday, but I'm too lazy to write journals on DA, so only a select few of you know about it XDD



~kisses